reminisce a year

rejoice the fun

sigh the cries

look back at the steps

love at sets

look up the stars

hug the pillows

be happy for

be happy at

be free

had the hope

gone as the air

on a scarred knee

my heart in wounds

i bid mine to the last

done as i would have

best as i could

my effortless life

my hurt

my life

shall we walk again?

not like we did

like i will

sway like i will

step like i will

jig up like i will

smile at my will

jump at my will

i will

will you?

New Year? Buying fireworks? Ready for the party? Resolutions? Don't you feel stupid?

Everyday is new. RIGHT!?! I don't think we should focus on the milestone of a new year to start anew. Every freakin minute or second that you breath your life into this Earth, is new. We are doomed to swim unto unchartered time everyday, every now, even now. Not everything is done. We are the future of our pasts.

THINK!?Peace.

Happy Holidays Friends!

ei.

Remembering how I paint words on a blank night sky to call you up and be here, I could no longer pretend that you have not changed me. Though that change was brought upon by the sadness that you have beseeched me, I am thankful. We have not parted ways; I wish we should have – but still.

My gratitude, for you giving me this new found strength. I feel that it is stronger, if not better of what I had. I could hold my head high with pride but with given generosity of humility if needed, if wanted. The friends I made in search of what, why and more whys. They are all splendid friends to keep. The memories of both good and bad, well, I will just hold unto it as a remembrance that, yes, we were friends before and a questionable now. I do plan to face you up someday to say my thanks, but not now. It will come, with the same assurance that was given to me by you, it will. That is why I am speaking out here. I just wish, you might, like before, visit here when all have started, and gone.

I know for a reason, a fact, and truth that you are having your simple and fulfilled quarter life. So be well, as always. I know – I didn't have to say, but I want to.

Lastly; we have one thing in common, that only ? know.

oi.

Wouldn't it be great if you could put truth on your mouth and be the honest person you always dream of. Every word you utter would be triumph in your existence. Be the guru of life itself, as if God would be using you as Him.

But because of your abilities, everything would be lame. Life as we see as a challenge would be not be as difficult as it was. The drive that we have now could be, just falling in line to ask what you should do to a person or a being - having the truth. Humans would no longer struggle, no more wars, no more you.

We would no longer exist as US, only beings with a given function for we have already known our purpose. We would no longer think of what if's, why's, whatever's... No religion would bound us, only a spirited being, living as a cell or a battery or an energy. Lame.

So be glad that you always try, though, we may never succeed as always, we are still US, the you, the we that have a choice. A complex entity that exists, that may believe in God or not. Be bounded in religion or in brotherhood or a lone blogger in search of who he/she is. Fun.

Am glad to be me and say SHIT to YOU.

"Live the life of a punk, not in dress up but in deed. Rebel with responsibility to your actions and a duty not to be defeated by yourself." - that's for you kids...

If you were to buy these, how much will you pay???

1. aqua de gio 100mL?
2. lacoste pink 90mL?
3. rL romance man 100mL?
4. rL romance woman 100mL?
5. hugo woman 100mL?
6. hugo selection 100mL?
7. dolce and gabbana light blue 100mL?
8. elizabeth arden green tea 100mL?
9. clinique happy 100mL?
10. lacoste essential 125mL?
11. escada magnetism 75mL?
12. lancaster aquazur 100mL?
13. a year old nokia 3230?

watyatink?

Am writing songs

couldn't shout it out

so i whispered

Am running my life

couldn't live it out

so i cried

Am seeing you

could't be with

so i left

Am gone

couldn't be none

so i be one -

stronger, greater, waiting

- for the one

Yep it did, that fucking contacts! Have this minor abrasion with my right eye. Nothing much to write about except for, I've got to meet my old friends back from my calapan-days! YAHU! =D

I've put a halt to my meet and greet thing, with new people (girls, hahaha!). I just realized, am gettin' bored...

...NNEEXXXXTT!!!

1.  me and my boss (mom)

2.  boot - licious

3.  my rare smile

4.  what the hell is that

5.  after lunch over the river

6.  one hell of a boring trip

7.  chocolate kisses

8.  burnt / high

9.  walking away

10. starfishy

11. cebu's temple

boing! boing! boing!

licking my pop, slurping the lolly

skippyhop! skippyhop!

jump like a frog, hop over the gap

doing! doing! doing!

bouncing ball, crazy hall

bling! bling! bling!

washed up beam, soaked streams

raining! raining! raining!

the sun's raising, life racing

run! run! run!

am tired, socially expired

   Things look gloomy, to where am standing, dark clouds, slow paced people - maundy monday! Having nothing to weight me down, no hang-ups (yahu! or not?), am playing a sport every week (i do miss basketball, heal knee! heal!), my niece is coming this wednesday for a visit (patring!!!) for the remaining half of the month - am single and i feel great! HAHA! I thought, the sadness would not go away (thanks! you have given me that piece of mind - yes you! waited for that long - keeping that promise!).

   I can hardly get up. Damn the alcohol? Nope. Damn the cholesterol? YES! Ate a plate of big shrimps (SUGPO!), crabs (yung mataba at malaki!) and a good amount of kaldereta last saturday. A friend of mine had this small party with unlimited supply of food and drinks - imagine. It's monday and I still feel sick.

   Good thing, I could sleep here at the office... Yawn! =D

   Hey! Am ready to post my bohol pics!!!